05:04pm 04/06/2008
 
mood: depressed
Been feeling guilty alot lately... Mostly because my parents do so much for me and all I give them is grief. They won't be around forever- and it's sad to think I'll have to look back and remember how I was nasty to them and never did anything with them...

I also don't feel like I'll be able to get a job in my field- much less keep a regular crappy one. So much for moving out.

It gets pretty lonely when everyone's gone- and its not like I've made any new friends. I hardly leave the house anyhow.		  
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Dunce   
02:21pm 31/05/2008
 
mood: quixotic
( All hail the king of dunces )		  
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01:10pm 04/05/2008
 
mood: depressed
music: none
Sometimes I feel really broken.

A lot of the time I try to be so involved in something else that I don't think about it.

It only sort of works.		  
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12:18pm 23/04/2008
 
mood: blah
( Have a Feffiroff. )

Edit:

( Warcraft quiz )		  
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09:57am 19/04/2008
 
mood: distressed
Augh...Passover started today. The week of starvation has begun. X_x *crawls off*		  
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10:56pm 09/03/2008
 
mood: blah
music: none
Is it really weird that in rp I really enjoy other people's chars being cruel bastards to mine? >>; And does that make me sadistic for wanting to inflict pain on them or masochistic for enjoying it?

Seriously though- my chars usually deserve a good smack down.		  
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03:34pm 06/02/2008
 
mood: angry
Okay, this really pissed me off.

At work I was discussing the election with a co-worker, who supported the opposite party from me. My boss all of a sudden butts in and says: "Haven't you ever heard that you should never talk politics, religion, or sex at work?" (Lol, like my co-workers ever shut up about sex at work.)

Rude as that was, I still would have been okay if she hadn't then turned to the other person and start talking about the canidate. So effectivly what she really meant was: "Shut up if you're not supporting the same person as me."

You can disagree with me. You can debate with me. You can ever say that you would rather not talk about politics. But what you CANNOT do is try to shut me up if I don't support your canidate.

This happened to me quite frequently during the first and second elections of George W. Bush. My class-mates and teachers at college constantly berated me and told me to shut up just because I was pretty much the only one who voted for him.

Debate is good- I like that- I like to hear other people's opinions. But making fun of me is not cool.		  
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vote or shut the hell up   
03:37pm 05/02/2008
 
mood: okay
I know I've said this many times, but it doesn't hurt to repeat it.

If you opted NOT to vote- then DO NOT complain about the canidate that is elected. You threw away your choice and basically said 'I do not care who gets in office'.

People in other countries would love just to be able to vote and people here are like 'oh, what a hassle'. Please. It doesn't take that much time.		  
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Metalocalypse is not good for the brain   
01:12pm 24/01/2008
 
mood: stupid
music: dethklok?
....liking Metalocalypse is probably one of the most embarassing things I've ever had to admit to.


But...yeah. I do.

Nathan Explosion looks like Orochimaru. 'Cept a little overweight and stupid. I loves him.

Also Toki and Skwisgaar are win.

AHH STOP JUDGING MEEEEEEE! *explodes*		  
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05:04pm 20/01/2008
 
mood: crappy
I'm not sure what to do with my life right now.

I'd like to move out...but plans I had are sort of falling through. I'd like to be able to be with the person I love- but I don't know when that will ever be possible. I'd also like to have a job in the field I trained for at school.. but I need more practice and a reel, which require working downtown at my school. The problem with doing that is two things: One, I've graduated so they won't tolerate me using their equipment for that long. Two, after work everyday I hardly ever feel like spending my remaining hours downtown working on things- nor even on the weekend when I finally get a break from work.

I know I should do so anyway...but its really hard when I just feel stressed out all the time. It doesn't help that I suspect I really suck at animation.

I might be able to move out anyway- but it looks like it will be much much harder now...		  
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02:26pm 19/01/2008
 
mood: frustrated
music: none
Guess nobody is a layout maker. Or nobody is willing. Whatever.

I can't find nice big scanned pictures of the Saiyuki Reload 2008 calender or much from the new booklet Saiyuki Grafitti. ><; I want scans really bad because what I've seen of little snapshots the art is awesome.

The only two big ones I managed to find:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v237/TheEroKappa/bookletpagina34cj8.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v237/TheEroKappa/fotocamera017xu2.jpg

XD Hee, Gojyo is wolf~ Fits him. I also love the random traditional outfits one. Gojyo's seems to piss him off.		  
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04:02pm 17/01/2008
 
mood: okay
music: none
Anyone on my friend's list a layout maker? I kinda got used to having a nice pretty layout... :/		  
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03:31pm 15/01/2008
 
mood: curious
music: none
What is this scribbld thing that everyone is getting? Is it any good? Should I get one? *blank stare*		  
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Testing...   
12:57am 05/01/2008
 
mood: sore
music: none
Sort of a test post to start off with here.

Feel free to comment with whatever comes to mind.		  
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